So today I will take that as a sign to take a day off. I am pretty sure I said, "Just a couple more minutes", "let me just check to see if I have any texts on my phone honey", "Hang on while I finish this sentence", "I just have one more thing to read...I'll be right there."
I found myself frustrated and snippy that I couldn't just get lost out here whenever I felt like it all day. My brain felt foggy and I felt completely disconnected from my family--thoughts of what I read or what I wanted to write consuming my thoughts as I used autopilot to complete housework and meals.
So today, I am going to close this. Sure I need my time, but with the Internet issues I will only continue to be frustrated and wander back to the computer all day connecting, reconnecting, trying to check in with the virtual world.
Today I will stay in the real world. With my real kids and real dogs and real laundry (ugh) and a real trip to the grocery store! LOL
|My step son Noah (his), Jake (ours), Alex (mine)|